Saturday, February 25, 2012

To be friends again..

It's Saturday and I have no classes because it's Holiday and I have all the time in the world to do anything I want. I was surfing on the net awhile ago and I've seen so many pictures from the past. ( Blame it on facebook timeline). I really am just so glad that things are doing much better now. And that includes me being a better person.

I saw the picture of the person I USED to love the most. Way back, it was still very painful to me realizing that we're not together anymore. But today, it's totally a different feeling. I was smiling and happy. I'm just glad because I know he's very much happier now. I'm happy because I can see that we are now crossing the paths that's leading us to a better life.

Now I know that forgiveness comes in time and not always right away. And I guess this is the moment for that. I know I was able to hurt him really bad too, and God knows how sorry I am for causing him pain.

I have forgiven him even without him asking for it. It's been three years since we last spoke and since we last saw each other. Letting go of him has been really hard. It took me years just to move on but now, I am totally healed. 

I'm looking forward for the day wherein we could sit down, catch up and laugh about the stuff that made us cry before. I'm certain we could be able to do it because from what I see, we're now matured individuals. MATURED and BETTER individuals. I know God has a perfect timing. A timing for us to be friends again. Just the way it used to be before. #08